| Saturday, September 27, 2003 ...to have half the nerve to
 peel off the shit tossed
 walking in circles at a loss
 a mind to wit ways in and out
 finding ourselves in absolute doubt
 sure of just one thing
 what's inside- too lost to find
 a maze of a mind
 the real fucked up kind
 promises we can break again
 words wearing paper thin
 just like old friends
 who have broken the trust
 bruised their own hearts
 egged on foul starts
 played the divas end
 shadows haunt homes
 just like masters disclaimer strings
 moving the puppets mouth
 to say the nicest of things
 cutesy grammar
 and over-rehearsed lines
 better get it right
 they may notice you pantomime
 a little out of sync
 and off-time
 a storyline about how
 they brought the battle on
 but really, how old is that song?
 to step outside of yourself
 the "I'm a guilty drunk sob
 and blame everyone else"
 uttering against names
 one of the same
 cool kitty-cats in rival gangs
 gifts with strings
 force-fed presents
 but everyone owes
 and now you resent it
 after distortion bends it
 and twists it into shape
 spewing out loves lies
 and truthing out an escape
 swallow the general consensus
 please give the hen a rest
 you may find old recipients
 blocking your e-mail address...
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 posted by Milli
at  9/27/2003 12:55:00 AM
       
 
 
 
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